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One More Lullaby (2013)

by Robert LaSalle

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1.
Wake the shepherd, count the sheep Lull the Monster back to sleep Close your eyes, and I will sing one more… For disillusionment One more… for my amusement One more… before I lose it One more… just sleep right through it One more... What's the use in having dreams When everybody's fast asleep? As if the world would ever need one more… Tortured head-case One more… whining about heartache One more… who never made the grade One more… record to throw away One more... One more... Art is the shepherd Pop culture is the mime Mediocrity's the monster Money's the mastermind For the politics and cliques That will whore out their pride Give me one more! ...Stint of ambition One more... for the passion that lies within it One more... attempt at recognition But what for?! …for the cold hard living What for? This dream's so unforgiving …unforgiving But what for? For anyone who's paying attention Pay attention For one more… For anyone who'll listen…
2.
I'm drinking tequila in the morning I haven't been sleeping through the night Now I do not know just what I'm feeling Now I cannot read between the lines I met her in the morning on a Sunday I met her in the pouring summer rain Now I cannot tell her what I'm feeling Now I don't remember her name I got no reason to run away I got no reason to stay I try so hard But now I cannot read between the lines I'm drinking tequila in the morning I intend to keep her on my mind As long as I don't know just where my mind is I don't have to read between the lines I got no reason to run away I got no reason to stay I try so hard But now I cannot read between the lines For all the lover's stories I've forgotten For all the summer mornings I can't face I know my life is falling into pieces All the pieces fall back into place
3.
Love is trained anticipation Love is feigned collaboration For all the love that I have wasted Now I'm in love, and love's not waiting No room berating accusations No one's to blame for interpretation Oh take my words the way I say them Oh I'm in love, and love's not waiting I'll wait up for you You're all I hold onto I'll wait for forever For a love that may never Wait up for me Oh, wake up with me Wait till tomorrow And all the days that will follow me Wait up for me I'm to blame for the inquisition You can't face your indecision Oh love is vain and unforgiving Oh I'm in love and love's not listening I'll wait up for you You're all I hold onto I'll wait for forever For a love that may never Wait up for me Oh, wake up with me Wait till tomorrow And all the days that will follow me Wait up for me This is just how two hearts beat One heart breaks what the other feeds One heart takes what the other needs Wait for me I'll wait up for you You're all I hold onto I'll wait for forever For a love that may never Wait up for me Oh, wake up with me Wait till tomorrow And all the days that will follow me Wait up for me!
4.
Without Love 05:27
Without love, you got no seed Got no roots, you got no trees You got no branches, got no leaves You got no air to breathe …breathe Love, give me your love Tell me where life comes from Show me where life comes from Love, give me your love Give me your love Without the air, you got no lung You got no heart to feel my love You got no mind, you got no tongue To tell me now where life comes from Love, give me your love Tell me where life comes from Show me where life comes from Love, give me your love Oh, give me your love Give me your love Tell me where life comes from Show me where life comes from Love, give me your love No! Give me your love! Without love, you got no life Without life, you got no love Love!
5.
All I ever wanted I proudly flaunted I framed on the wall A picture too small I put all my faith into a very vacant place All I ever wanted Years beat upon it Threw me into Its impending doom All I wanted awaits me But all I want is gone All I ever wanted It shouldn't bother To make itself known There's no stepping stones I put all my faith into a very vacant place All I ever wanted Is fewer and less often I have all I need To make my retreat All I wanted awaits me But all I want is gone A stiff drink and a fire Take my desires All but just one All But Your love
6.
Open No More 05:21
And all I know to do Is tell myself that I'm over you Whether or not I know it's really true I'm broke and broken, so I'm through What I've become, I know I can't afford Well I can't settle, and I can't score All I can do is close the door And tell myself that I don't need you anymore That door will open no more That door will open no more Open no more Queen bee You sink your sting deep into me You give me temporary relief Feels like heaven inside of misery You feel like love, I know you're just a fling A one night stand with a wedding ring A vacant cage, a cardboard box with wings Looks like a castle to a desperate king My eyes are open no more My eyes are open no more Open no more An amusement park, I think that's what it's like It's fun to go there from time to time You pay the toll and ride all the rides But it's no fun to stay there overnight 'Cause when the ride ends Here come the shakes after the lone binge Wake up faceless, I've made the same mistake again Let go the reigns the way I lost so many friends That ride is open no more That ride is open no more Open no more This ain't the way home It's just a detour on a winding road When I can't get to where I want to go It's better on the sidewalk than the gutter, you know I wouldn't be here if I could find my home Can't settle down, can't settle for this Stuck here, enraged and perilous All I've ever wanted was an ounce of respect Before all I say and do is done and said I won't give in to the temptations of second best This road only leads through a life of regret Oh, no more no more Oh it ain't open no more This road is open no more That door is open no more Open no more Open no more Open no more...
7.
Don't say to me "I love you" Don't "Baby just wait" Don't give me your style Don't give me your grace Don't give me a sign on a dead end road Don't give me your heart Don't give me your soul I'm too broken to do this again I'm all too human to let love in I don't want a soulmate I don't want to hold my broken heart open Don't want you to see my soul Love, you're shooting in the dark I'm turning on my broken heart It's blinded by love on a whim I'm all too human to let love in Training my broken heart to glow Red light's stop and green light's go There's no love here to block the road So I'm training my broken heart to glow Maybe I love you from the pit of my soul I'm all to human to ever know I'm all to human to ever know Training my broken heart to glow Red light's stop and green light's go There's no love here to block the road So I'm training my broken heart to glow Oh, this is yes and this is no! Oh, this ain't no one way road! So I'm training my broken heart to glow (with one more lullaby) I'm training my broken heart to glow …Training my broken heart to glow
8.
Dry heaves in the underground Where my dreams come tumbling down But why leave for another town To burn more bridges down? I bleed for a worthy cause Sleep is not all I've lost Some dreams' just born to rot One more is all I got (no, no, no, no, no) It's not over (no, no, no, no, no) This is not goodbye I'll sing you one more lullaby (wake the shepherd catch the dreamer falling from the heavens rotting on the vine… inside) One More! One More! One More Lullaby! As a child, I knew what I'd do My whole life, gave it all to you Lullabies don't make dreams come true Now that RIDE is through Ten years I'm still counting sheep Turned your tears into melodies Take my tears, and take my dream Lull yourself to sleep (no, no, no, no, no) It's not over (no, no, no, no, no) This is not goodbye I'll sing you one more lullaby (wake the shepherd catch the dreamer falling from the heavens rotting on the vine… inside) One More! One More! One More Lullaby! If words can never hurt us Let's say goodnight Every single word was Meant to make you cry For all it's worth Just one more lullaby Last but not least The time has come to dream Fall asleep I'll sing one more lullaby This will come true No matter if your dreams ever do I'll sing one more lullaby One more, one more, one more, one more lullabies don't make dreams come true... …Wake up.
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10.
I grew up way down in the valley I grew up without the lord I woke up one day on the mountain I woke up out in the storm My mother, she gave me thunder My father gave me the rain The Devil, he gave me lightning Before Jesus ever had a chance Leave, leave, leave me with the moonshine Let me sing, sing, sing long into the night Light me up or strike me down Not goin' out lyin' on the ground Feed, feed, feed me the fire Nothing I done is worth forgiving I been bought, and I been sold I never asked no one to go on living I never asked no one to save my soul Leave, leave, leave me with the moonshine Let me sing, sing, sing long into the night If you're gonna' strike me dead Get those embers burning red Keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire The sky's falling, the thunder's pounding' Oh, I got the fury, I got the flame I'm goin' back up to the mountain To light those embers in the rain Leave, leave, leave me with the moonshine Let me sing, sing, sing long into the night Rather hang my head Than see those embers soakin' wet Keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire Lead, lead, lead me to great heights Don't make me dream, dream, dream now until I die I'll never wilt or fade away You'll have to take me up in flames Feed, feed, feed me the fire Keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire Oh keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire Don't you try to take me down softly Don't you try to pawn me off on The Lord Well I'll die in the same place where you bought me If I'm gon' burn out, well I'll burn out in the storm
11.
Don't do what he did No don't do what he did The sadist in his head Is all alone All alone Guess who wins Between a sadist and a masochist? I've nothing to lose Guess who wins? Guess who wins? When I'm done with him The remnants of his face Will paint the roses red Why'd you let him live? Why? Don't do what he did Leave me to rot But let him live No don't be there when It happens again Again When I'm done with him The remnants of his face Will paint the roses red Why'd you let him live? Why'd you let him live? No! No! Why'd you let him live? Why'd you let him live? Why? Why'd you let him live? Why'd you let him live?
12.
Headache 04:02
I am a heartache Headstrong You are a headache Holding on I am the dusk and You are the dawn The moon will rise above us We'll both be gone Save me from this ever present pain Let me lie down with the rain Take me from this evanescent plain Let it not fade away Of the grace which adorns us We brake our backs For all who will mourn us And all they lack Save me from this ever present pain Let me lie down with the rain Take me from this evanescent plain Let it not fade away Save me… Oh, save me The chains that once bind us Achilles' heal The light that once blinds us Soon reveals... Save me from this burden of a mind Let me fall down with the tide Take me from the fury I confine The lowest ebb is mine I am a heartache Headstrong You are a headache Holding on
13.
It Pours 04:17
The rain is pouring Lightning strikes over the gulf stream Everyone knows where it's going Everyone knows where it's been Out on the ocean No one here needs to know me No one knows where the storm's going Don't want to know where it's been When it rains, When it rains, It pours On dry land I was tripping Over holes I was too big to fit in With all those regrets, I kept digging I fell to the bottom so fast Then the rain started pouring Carried me back to the ocean Washed away all the emotion Drowned all that was left of my past When it rains, When it rains, It pours When it rains, When it rains, It pours Rain, rain, go away You've taken me far enough Rain, rain, go away I can't take it all at once When it rains, When it rains, It pours When it rains, When it rains, It pours I'm headed inland Try and start all over again I can't go back to where I've been Those bridges are scorched and scorned Take the rain as a lesson Set my sights in a brand new direction Bury all of my regrets And dry out till the next thunderstorm When it rains, When it rains, It pours When it rains, When it rains, It pours When it rains, When it rains, It pours
14.
Parables 04:37
Fill up all the vacant holes With the father, son and holy ghost You'll never see them hiding behind the pope You gotta believe him, he's the only one who knows Oh, he knows Preacher, he can't turn a cheek The reaper, he's laughing through your teeth Eye for an eye, well he don't practice what he preach Blind lead the blind, where the one eyed man is king He's counting sheep Don't waste your parables On heaven or on hell Don't wait for miracles To save you from yourself Age old parables Hide behind your fear Beautiful fairytales Falling on deaf ears People… living for one another Why can't you see us? Why can't it be enough? Think your father's deciphering prayer through the guff? You can't hold water with all your weight on that crutch How's it holding up? Don't waste your parables On heaven or on hell Don't wait for miracles To save you from yourself Age old parables Hide behind your fear Beautiful fairytales Falling on deaf ears Darkness... lies among the lies among you Neither was it virtue nor vice that hung him Take a good sentiment, fuck it up, and rub it in Don't waste away, for no one lives and no one dies for sin There is no sin. Only marionettes Dancing in the night Chasing their shadows Somehow they find the light Virgin marionettes...
15.
I've never been more certain of uncertainty I'm certainly sure That you're uncertain too You'll never stop me digging for another world I'm searching for truth Won't find it in you I don't want to know your opinion So keep it to yourself For evermore, for heaven or for hell I don't want to know your opinion I'll find out for myself For evermore, in heaven or in hell In all of this uncertainty I have everything I'll ever need now I'll never be confused I'm not a Shepard, not a sheep I believe what I can see now Oh, you can see it too I don't want to know your opinion So keep it to yourself For evermore, for heaven or for hell I don't want to know your opinion I'll find out for myself For evermore, in heaven or in hell I don't believe it I'll never believe it No I don't need it I'll never need it No I don't need it Never need it I'll never believe ya No I don't need ya I am forgiven Miss HypoChristian Don't need religion I am forgiven I'll save myself, I'll save myself... Halleluja No one needs ya I'll save myself, I'll save myself... Halleluja… (Amen, Amen) No I don't need it I'll never believe it
16.
Sideways 03:03
Lately, I don't see the right way I like to see things my way I like to see them sideways I see no place to live or die while trying When everyone I know is dying And there's no saving grace Deep under the soil There's a boy for every girl And a girl for every boy A prize for tears and toil It's you, it's you... My mind was trained to think that when it rots away Somehow I will float away That's not how I was made Of the many Gods, and I've had plenty I lost my fear to pity And now I'm truly saved Deep under the soil There's a girl for every boy And a boy for every girl A prize for tears and toil It's you, it's you... No more records for the lightweights No one's singing them sideways No matter where I look or whether I'm looking in the right place Don't need to pack a suitcase With no choice, every little boy and girl Will end up in the same place Seeing these things sideways We're all sideways Oh, we're all sideways
17.
From day one Teach your son You can be what you wanna be Be all you can be In the free land of liberty But mother What's wrong with these lunatic hypocrites Son, don't talk religion No don't talk politics Why should I bother To change the hearts and minds that be Come hell or high water They'll never see it quite like me I could have studied Chemistry or biology But I spent my time Making art and ideology No regrets I did my best Restrained and restricted My lips will be sealed But my words will live again Why should I bother To change the hearts and minds that be Come hell or high water They'll never see it quite like me Once, I had a voice When the voice was still new to me Once, I had a voice, I had a voice Why should I bother To change the hearts and minds that be Come hell or high water They'll never see it quite like me From day one Teach your son Who's the lion, who's the lamb The dreamer goes down Right where he began
18.
Sandpaper 05:03
I'm through with all that I could ever do Life has always been a little held up A farce -the hand from above A forced superficial love Food and shelter aren't enough To keep me tame and humble Now I sleep, and now I stumble Became weak, and then I crumbled I once screamed, but now I mumble I won't meet your expectations (oooo, not good enough) Won't bow down to the cliche (oooo, don't give a fuck) Let's all rise for the occasion Oh, this divine realization that I'm through... Oh I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… Lift a glass in celebration! Here's the toast, I'm going to say it! I'm through with my shallow muse I'm through with you I'll waste away, embracing every vice I keep Forget my insecurities The bottle lifts anxiety Can't fix me with sobriety I'll drift into oblivion Let me drift, don't reel me in Don't need responsibility The tasks of mere civility Got me stuck in this vicious (oooo, what everybody wants) Life of fake ambition (but everybody sucks) I'm sick of part-time living (shake it off) Well, I failed at all I attempted So i'm through…. Oh I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… Oh, now I'm through... Refill the bitter with sweet relief! Cheers to victory masked defeat! I'm through… with remnants of roots... I grew I wrote that shit for you and all the populous (oooo, fuck you) Commercial scum that'll rot and rust (fuck me too) It's in my rear-view mirror Well I don't like it either Well I'm through…. I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… (decipher the words of victory masked in defeat) Oh, now I'm through Dream, dream, dream They won't come true Oh, now I'm through

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"for what's left of the wolves
who still see through the wool
for whom still dream with eyes open
...from a hotbed of apathy"

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released May 23, 2013

Produced & Engineered by Robert LaSalle
Mixed by Robert LaSalle at a cabin in the woods
Mastered by Bobby Holland
All songs written by Robert LaSalle
All songs recorded by Robert LaSalle on a Macbook
in various garages, basements, living rooms
kitchens, bathrooms & closets
in Huntsville, AL; Murfreesboro, TN; Nashville, TN
& a cabin in rural Alabama called Redbug
Piano & organ recorded by Robert LaSalle
at Sound Cell Studios, Huntsville, AL
Art & design by Lea Nickels
Original photos by Elizabeth Tollefson & Helen Caddes

Pianos, organs, Rhodes, accordion,
guitars, bass, drums, percussion, banjo,
dulcimer, mandolin, harmonicas,
trombone & Miroslav Philharmonic
string samples arranged & performed
by Nick, PD & Robert LaSalle

Thanks to those who lent instruments,
recording gear & recording space, for none of it I own:
Bobby Holland, Doug Jansen Smith, Dave Anderson
Rae Hering, Noah, Libbie, Dan & Miranda
at "Ground Zero," the McElhaneys

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